Shawn Huelle

the secret accumulating

"Das abscheidende Akkumulieren wäre das Ende und gleichsam die Rettung der Welt. Ist klar."

"Nun, du hast keine Worte, aber willst, wofür du keine Worte hast, besitzen."

I have fallen asleep and I have woken up and not known where I was. I have fallen asleep and I have remained asleep. I have fallen asleep and now only wake up when I am angry and only when I am very angry but otherwise I am asleep and I am dreaming. It's because, I was telling you, Feuerbach, and then Isaac, who geeked out while stabbing me repeatedly, "lamprey pie!" he said, but so there we were, and really, it's because I have fallen asleep and I have dreamed. I have dreamed about dreaming. This morning I dreamt about pretending to need a wheelchair and attempting to navigate the Paris underground to find a train station which didn't exist and finally became so frustrated by being unable to pretend that I stood up and threw the wheelchair onto the tracks.

"The secreted accumulating would be the end and as it were the salvation of the world. Clearly."

"And so, you have no words, but desire, for which you have no words, to possess it."